for Ron, after losing our jobs

I'm not,
and I haven't been,
and I'm taking it,
so there's no rush to.
And I don't feel that,
except when I do
and then it's too
and I can barely.
I'm not sure of
or whose idea it
and there's no telling if
or some other.
It's all up,
a blessing in
and a definite.
I don't
and no one ever
one way or the.
It could be.
Or the dust I
or the noise I
or my stubborn.
But who
and who.
It is what
and there's no.
It's always darkest
and when God closes
and just don't.
You walk through a,
and then there's
and it's all
for